Thursday, July 03, 2003

And I'm FINISHED! :)
I finished The Dream of Spaceflight just now after 2 solid days of reading. The last chapter was very short in comparison to the rest of the book so I only have one quotation to post from it... the closing to the entire book.

"Generations will come and go, civilizations will rise and fall, and long after Earth is vaporized by the sun and humanity is either extinct or evolved into other beings, Voyager will drift silently onward, carrying the message through countless eons: that there was, at our time and place in the cosmos, an awareness that knew something of its world and something of itself, an imperfect people of irrepressible spirit, of an imperfect people of irrepressible spirit, of mathematics and music, of love and wonder, who dared to dream of reaching the stars.


This was a decent book... not as good as I had expected, but it was kind of a 'motivational book' of sorts... that sought to place reasoning behind the space program... you know... why its good to have a space program!

So now that I've finished this book I should go to the bookstore again... It's been a long time since I've just read for pleasure! Its something I've kinda subconsciously missed... but I'm sure when I get back to Tech in late August, that I'm not going to be doing much reading again.

Hey Chapter 4... I'm almost done!
First quote of the chapter: "Where there is no vision, the people perish." ~ Proverbs 29:18. This means that without a source of meaning larger that of your own ego or beyond survival itself, you're left in a world full of void. How boring that must be!

Next, I found some interesting statistics that I could've used back in high school in junior english when we had to write our persuasive papers. I wrote mine, unsurprisingly, on why the space program was a good investment. Here's what The Dream of Spaceflight had to say about the topic:

"Even in the days of Apollo the public lost interest after the first lunar landing. Having beaten the Russians in the Super Bowl of space, we went back to business and Monday Night Football. After six walks on the moon, the last three were scrapped, saving seven-tenths of 1 percent of Apollo's total cost. Yet the $24 billion Apollo program cost each American only a dollar a month for nine years, and this ignores exponential returns to the economy. The $38 billion spent on space between 1961 and 1972 was barely 1 percent of the national budget, 3 percent of the amount allotted to social programs, and half the figure for detected welfare fraud. Had even this moderate commitment to space persisted, we would have walked on Mars a decade ago."


More quotations: "Wonder, in its larger sense, denotes the mysterium tremendum, the aura of unfathomable majesty, utterly humbling and wholly Other, surrounding the sublime and terrifying unknowns that border our models of reality.... Thus we gaze into the night sky and feel not diminishment but dilation. We sense the vastness and passion of creation and glimpse an equally vast interior - the 'enormous geography of the soul,'..."

"the less one explores, the less comfortable or compelling exploring becomes."

"The sense of wonder - the need to find our place in the whole - is not the only genesis of personal growth but the very mechanism of evolution, driving us to become more than we are. Exploration, evolution, and self-transcendence are but different perspectives on the same process."

"To believe less - or believe more - is to live in the shallows of what it means to be human."

"A young space enthusiast once asked von Braun what it takes to send a man to the moon. His answer is his epitaph: 'The will to do it.'"

The Dream of Spaceflight, vol. 3
Now for the highlights of Chapter 3: 'Seeking the Center at the Edge' By the way, this book is mostly a book who's purpose is to inspire you to say 'yay spaceflight' not really to provoke critical thought on controversial issues; therefore, most of my posts on this book have been and probably will continue to be quotations I think are spiffy.

"We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time."
~T.S. Eliot, Little Gidding



"'Some Part of our being,' said Carl Sagan, 'knows this is from where we came. We long to return.'"

"Perhaps the disenchantment is that of a nation entering middle age. 'The youth,' wrote Thoreau in his journal, 'gets together his materials to build a bridge to the moon, or, perchance, a palace or temple on the earth, and, at length, the middle-aged man concludes to build a woodshed with them.'"

"Seeing our own essence in the floating Earth, we are finally more sacred than our works. 'No longer that preposterous figure at the center, no longer that degraded and degrading victim off at the margins of reality,' wrote MacLeish, 'man may at last become himself.'"

"A fragmented, depersonalized, demythologized society spawns cancerlike individuals who lack a sense of anything larger than themselves and who thus destroy the social organism that sustains them. Simultaneously alienated and inflated, the ego becomes obsessed with order and control, barricading itself into a tiny clearing in the dark forest of the soul. Cling to a false self, one loses receptivity to the symbolic unconscious, and with it the ability to experience wonder. "

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

The Dream of Spaceflight, cont.
So in between running tests here at work, I tend to have some time on my hands... at least today. So I've been reading that book some more. I'm on chapter two now, entitled: The Romance of Spaceflight: Nostalgia for a Bygone Future

It mentions an artist, Chesley Bonestell, who was famous for his works of a space nature. I checked out some of his stuff online... its quite impressive. http://www.bonestell.org/Page_30x.html

Also in this chapter it suggests that there are seven zones of human experience. The first five are the 'natural zones':
1) the area of sensation immediately touching the sking
2) the area within two or three meters in which most social interaction takes place
3) the maximum area of social interaction, reaching out a few hundred feet
4) the area that extends as far as one can see or otherwise gather information from any one location
5) an irregular and varying area made up of all the zone-four areas that a person experiences during a lifetime

Beyond the five natural zones are two conceptual constructs:
6) the surface or biosphere of the Earth
7) the universe as far out as one can conceive - the realm of transcendence, the literal locus of ultimate answers to all our "why" questions.

The book alludes to the fact that any 'god' that humans might refer to would be a part of the 7th zone of human experience. To quote the book (disclaimer... this is a quote, NOT my ideas): "To conceive of the transcendent requires a symbol. One cannot worship "God" - a word, a vague feeling, an intellectual abstraction; one needs an image: Jesus, Buddha, a bearded man in the sky, a painting, a statue. Yet the natural tendency is for the image to literally become God, and the larger, elusive feeling that empowered the symbol fades, eclipsed by a host of this-worldly connections. Finally demystified, the statue reverts to its status as mere artifact. Thus every symbol contains the seeds of its own desacralization. The millennial nature of Christian theology generated the idea of spiritual progress, which spawned the notion of salvation through success in this world, which led to the secular idea of material progress, which in turn began to desacralize Christian theology. The last stage of this process is fundamentalist dogma, in which symbols have lost their numinosity and have degenereated to mere signs"

I know that's a rather long quotation... It actually took up most of the page it was on in the book. I understand how the author intended for this long, drawn out description to emphasize a point he was making, however, what he said clearly demonstrates that he is most likely agnostic. Saying that Jesus is not one and the same with God. He says that Christianity is a desacralization. {sidenote: I'm not doing as good of a job today defending my views as normal... but I just wanted to state some of these... quite honestly all i've done really is list several points that I generally would be able to extend upon in at least a paragraph each. bear with me!}

More knowledge from another book
I was at the Air & Space Smithsonian shortly after having finished the book I had to read for my internship. I was roaming the book section of the gift shop and ran across a book that was on sale for just $5, called The Dream of Spaceflight: Essays on the near edge of infinity by Wyn Wachhorst. I haven't read much of it yet, but I've had a chance to get through the forward and preface, and begin on the 1st chapter (titled 'Kepler's Children'). SO i have a few quotations from this book that I thought I'd post.

"To gaze into the night sky and feel the vastness and passion of creation is to glimpse an equally vast interior. We are aware of the stars only because we have evolved a corresponding inner space."

"Beyond all the political and economic rationales, spaceflight is a spiritual quest in the broadest sense, one promising a revitalization of humanity and a rebirth of hope no less profound than the great opening out of mind and spirit at the dawn of the modern age."

"'Let us create vessels and sails adjusted to the heavenly ether,' Kepler wrote to Galileo, 'and there will be plenty of people unafraid of the empty wastes. In the meantime, we shall prepare for the brave sky-travelers maps of the celestial bodies.'"

"What motivates those who venture over the edge, who trek over barren plains, through tangled jungle, or across the Arctic waste?... [it] is a sometimes selfless obsession with reaching the pristine edges of reality...the attempt to complete the grand internal model of reality, to broaden the context of meaning, to find the center by completing the edge."

"'It is part of the nature of man,' he adds, 'to start with romance and build to reality. We need this thing which makes us sit bolt upright when we are nine or ten and say, 'I want to go out and devour the world.''" (Ray Bradbury)

"'There can be no thought of finishing, for 'aiming at the stars' is a problem to occupy generations.... No matter how much progress one makes, there is always the thrill of just beginning.'" (Robert Goddard)

[It was] "Ed White, floating over the milky blue vastness of teh Pacific with that flash of sunlight on his viosr, that best captured the exhilaration, the euphoric liberation of a species come of age....'I don't want to come back, but I'm comin,' he said. 'It's the saddest moment of my life.'"

And as a side note... Books that Kepler Wrote
* Somnium - Kepler's vision of life on the moon
* Harmony of the World - Even through all the hardships Kepler faced during his life, he was convinced that it was still beautiful.

From the Earth to the Moon - Jules Verne

and thus ends the first chapter.

Long Time, No Post

Well, its been well over a month since I posted up here. I suppose I just haven't been 'inspired' by anything recently to write about here. I've been in College Park, MD since May 31 at the University of Maryland for a program called RISE doing research in the electrical engineering department (I know its not my major). I've met some pretty cool people and had time to hang out with a few of my friends from VT. Two of the people in my group at RISE were born and lived a good portion of their lives in another country.

Maria grew up in Romania. When she was really young, her dad was on a business trip in the US and decided to never go back to Romania (Romania was having a rough time... corrupt gov't and the works..). Anyway, once word got around that he had never returned home the government began harassing her family. While they attmepted to get out of Romania to join her dad in the US, the government wasn't giving them permission to leave and kept trying to get them to fess up about the father's wherabouts. Anyway, by the time the family finally got permission to leave, the government had collapsed and was beginning to rebound, but they were sick of the way they had been treated so came on to the US anyway.

Aimi spent most of her life in Nigeria. Her mother had moved to the US when she was very very young. But Aimi stayed in her town in Nigeria. Her father had many wives and so she really didn't get a chance to get to know him. Other members of her family took care of her until she was about 17. Then she moved to join her mother and sister in NYC. She spent about a year there before her mother kicked her out. So at 18, Aimi had spent only a year in the states and was supporting herself.

I'm so impressed by these stories of their lives. Its very brave of them and I have so much respect for how far they've gotten.

Sunday, May 18, 2003

Goals, Dreams, and Priorities... As well as a bit of Wisdom from Good Ol' C.S. Lewis

Well, I was going to have some literary commentary here to go along with this post, but nothing on the internet seems to be working right now (other than this). Anyway, this post is kinda inspired from two different sources: my Sunday School lesson today and the book I'm in the process of reading right now -- The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis.

Let me start off with the Sunday School lesson. Chris, our teacher, came in and wrote 4 words on the chalkboard: goals, dreams, desires, priorities. Then he asked us to define these 4 terms. So here's what we, as a class, came up with...

  • Goals = something realistic you plan to do

  • Dreams = lofty, something you'd like to do... you don't put any (or much) effort into obtaining this, and thus expect little success from these actions.

  • Desires = wants, feelings

  • Priorities = hierarchy of dreams and goals

And Chris posed to us that Goals are dreams with deadlines. Also, all 4 of these are inter-related. We decided that the Flowchart would go something like this...
Desires --> Dreams --> Goals --> Priorities.
(Except sometimes the priorities have an overall effect on the desires and dreams and goals)


This lesson is something that hits home with someone like me... I'm generally a very organized, goal-oriented person and having a Sunday School lesson on these very things was something I could get into. The scripture that went along with this lesson came from several different places in the Bible... one of which was "Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart." (Psalm 37:4) Another was "Ask and it will be given unto you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened unto you." (Matthew 7:7) 

This doesn't just mean that if you say that you delight in the Lord, then you can get that brand new car you've been wanting. Rather, if you TRULY are walking with the Lord and are striving to be like Christ, your 'priorities' will shift to be more like what Christ wants and less of those 'worldly', selfish ones. God isn't going to push himself on you to make a change; you have to make the decision for yourself. He's not going to give you the power to stop a bad habit even if you ask in prayer if you don't truly want to get rid of that habit. You have to want to accept God's will for your life. You have to want to make the change. And to grow in your walk, God's will must be the first priority in your life. You can't keep on doing the same ol' thing and expect to get closer to God.  

I think for me in my life, where I've always had this big plan in my life, that's the hardest thing for me. I work so hard on accomplishing my goals and preparing myself for those things I have planned out in my future that I often make that the first priority in my life, shrugging my relationship with God off to the side. And its hard for me to keep him in first place in my life because sometimes its hard to make that connection between my aerospace engineering and my religious convictions. Its easy to get in the routine of relying on yourself to accomplish your goals... and if you work hard enough at it (at least in my experience) you can reach those goals too... at least I have been able to, so far. That's when you slip out of things. 

A few weeks ago, in my religion class we were watching some video on the religious responses people had to the 9-11 attacks... they kept showing scenes of beaches with sunsets, and for some reason seeing the waves come in and out on that TV screen made me think of something. You know, when you were little and were at the beach. When the under toe comes, you can feel its impact. At first, its effect subtle, you can maintain your stance and keep your feet on the ground. But gradually the force of the current increases and eventually knocks you off your feet, pulling you under. This is like in your walk with God. At first impact, you can keep on going in your life the way things had always been and keep the guise that everything’s just fine, just the way it always had been... even fooling yourself. But eventually, it builds up and overcomes you... You loose control of your life because you've gone away from God's will for your life. 

By not putting him as the first priority in your life, you're putting yourself at high risk for going astray... errr, actually you are going astray. If you're not careful, you'll lose it... like when the force of the under toe gets too strong. 

Anyway, I just started reading The Screwtape Letters yesterday afternoon, and I've been surprised to find several passages within it so far that are somewhat related (or at least intriguing and applicable to life as I see it as a college student) to this same topic. Just as a little background, for those of you who are not familiar, Screwtape is a devil. The book is comprised of letters written by Screwtape to his nephew, Wormwood - a devil in training (to give it a form of quatification). Screwtape advises Wormwood in the ways of converting wavering humans away from Christianity (or 'the Enemy' = God). Any quotes I make are things that Screwtape is saying as he advises Wormwood as to how best get the person on the side of 'Our Father Below' (the Devil).  

"Finally, if all else fails, you can persuade him, in defiance of conscience, to continue the new acquaintance on the ground that he is, in some unspecified way, doing these people 'good' by the mere fact of drinking their cocktails and laughing at their jokes, and that to cease to do so would be 'priggish', 'intolerant', and (of course) 'Puritanical'." - Letter 10  

"The real use of Jokes or Humour is in quite a different direction, and it is specially promising among the English who take their 'sense of humour' so seriously that a deficiency in this sense is almost the only deficiency at which they feel shame. Humor is for them the all-consoling and (mark this) the all-excusing, grace of life. Hence it is invaluable as a means of destroying shame... A thousand bawdy, or even blasphemous, jokes do not help towards a man's damnation so much as his discovery that almost anything he wants to do can be done, not only without the disapproval but with the admiration of his fellows, if only it can get itself treated as a Joke." - Letter 11 

"The Christians describe the Enemy as one 'without whom Nothing is strong'. And Nothing is very strong: strong enough to steal away a man's best years not in sweet sins but in a dreary flickering of the mind over it knows not what and knows not why, in the gratification of curiosities so feeble that the man is only half aware of them, in drumming of fingers and kicking of heels, in whistling tunes that he does not like, or in the long, dim labyrinth of reveries that have not even lust or ambition to give them a relish, but which, once chance association has started them, the creature is too weak and fuddled to shake off... It does not matter how small the sins are provided that their cumulative effect is to edge the man away from the Light and out into the Nothing... Indeed the safest road to Hell is the gradual one -- the gentle slope, soft underfoot, without sudden turnings, without milestones, without signposts." - Letter 12  

"active habits are strengthened by repetition but passive ones are weakened. The more often he feels without acting, the less he will be able ever to act, and, in the long run, the less he will be able to feel." - Letter 13

Saturday, May 03, 2003

A Brief Update
I haven't updated here in a while, so I thought I'd take a 'study break' from exams to just mention a few things...

Its exam time now... All I have left of my freshman year is 4 exams, one of which is at 3:30 pm today! :)

Anyway, this year has been incredible. I can't think of a dull moment... and its gone by SOOOO fast. I've learned a lot and have had a lot of new experiences since I got here to VT.

I've been consumed with coursework here at the end of the semester and that's been keeping me from doing a lot of the blogging stuff... well, as a matter of fact, I haven't been very regular on it this entire semester.

And before I close out this post, I want to say that I am lucky to have friends like HokiePundit. Thanks. :)

Sunday, April 20, 2003

Happy Easter

Well, its the day to celebrate the resurrection of our Lord, Jesus Christ.
So go out and be glad for Christ is risen.

Today, I believe was the first Easter I spent away from my family and didn't go to church.

Monday, April 14, 2003

A verse of recognition
I know I've been gone from the blogging world for a while, but I just got back from Bible Study with the Nav's and this verse was mentioned and stood out to me... Philippians 2:14-16

Philippians 2
2:14
Do all things without complaining and disputing,
2:15
that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world,
2:16
holding fast the word of life, so that I may rejoice in the day of Christ that I have not run in vain or labored in vain.

Wednesday, March 19, 2003

America Triumphant
A nifty little montage
Just something I ran across
I found this quote on a friend from high school's AIM Away Message today...
Best explanation of the world's problems that I have ever heard:
"Liberals are stupid.. Their parents smoked too much pot or something. Think about it. There was the 70's and then there was this surplus of liberals"

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Controversy in Hokie-land
If ever there was an issue of the CT (Collegiate Times - the VT student produced newspaper), today would be the day! Just take a look at some of the headlines....

* BOV drops gays from policy

* Affirmative action dealt blow at Tech

* Federal bill would put cap on tuition

* Lesbian hire gets boards approval

* Changes to admission policy detrimental to Tech diversity


And yesterday wasn't much better...

* Tech may censor extremist speakers

* Diversity commission OK'd

* Smoking ban passed for campus residents


And that's not mentioning the SLEW of war-related articles (not that I find those to be controversial at this point...).

Saturday, February 15, 2003

IMPORTANT:

Store Closing Notice:

ALL K-MART AND WALMART STORES WILL BE CLOSED IN IRAQ!!!

THEY WILL BE REPLACED WITH TARGETS.
Silly French
Found this link on a friend's AIM Profile:
Your French belters (from the Sun Feb. 15th)
Random Notice
Hey, I just realized that Robbie (HokiePundit) has placed me on his links list under Fightin' Gobblers! So I did the same..

Friday, February 14, 2003

Happy Valentines Day... err Singles Awareness Day
I found a link off of a friend's profile this morning as I checked everyone's away messages after I woke up (yeah.... i do that every morning as I wait for the water in my shower to warm up).

Singles Awareness Day

While I'm not so adamant about how horrible Valentine's Day is (I do love those conversation hearts), the author does have a point. People do get overly worried over this one day... and what does it teach us? not really much.... people rush out and buy their significant other stuff, but just because its some day.... The point the author makes is that love shouldn't just be something that is put on the front burner for this one celebrated day, but rather love should be celebrated all year round...

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day just the same.
Valentine's Day.... err... Singles Awareness Day

Sunday, February 02, 2003

The Day After Tragedy Hit
The post made yesterday was the news according to the post NASA made to their main webpage yesterday afternoon. It sums up basically everything that was known about the situation at the time and pretty much everything that is known now. I wanted to come back today and make some more comments about this horrible tragedy and expand upon the events of yesterday. (prepare yourself for a rather lengthy post)

But first, let me step back a bit. I would venture to say that President Bush has probably had the most "jam-packed" presidency with crucial, serious, and tragic events of any president in the history of the United States. It seems that just when the President and the US has dealt with one situation, another one just all of a sudden appears…. from the 9/11 attacks, to the dealings with Korea, and now the loss of 7 lives in the destruction of the Space Shuttle Columbia, and everything in between. But this in particular has struck a personal note (as did the 9/11 attacks… but this almost to a greater degree).

For my whole life, or at least what I can remember, I have wanted to become an astronaut. Not just any astronaut, but I wanted to be the Shuttle Commander. As a middle school and younger high school student, I paid my way to go to the Space Camp Programs in Florida and Alabama a total of 4 times and also won a scholarship to Advanced Space Academy an additional time. So in all, I've attended the programs a total of 5 times…. not quite the record, but not far off either. In fact by the 5th time I attended the camps, I was on a pretty much first name basis with much of the staff there in Huntsville, Alabama. Space Camp was the perfect excursion for someone like me. A week-long camp where I could meet other kids from around the country, and sometimes from other parts of the world as well, who were also interested in space. I could learn about the history of the space program, about astronomy, and about the mechanics of space travel; I got to experience simulators and get a taste of the types of training that real astronauts go through… even experience miniature shuttle missions. People at my high school definitely knew about my sort of 'obsession' with space travel… all knew that I wanted to be an astronaut… A lot of people just used that as a way to make fun of me, but I didn't care… I knew what I was passionate about and it didn't matter what other people thought. Other people, especially some of my teachers, still ask me to make sure that I 'get them tickets to see my first launch.' And for any of you who have made that request…. when the time comes, just let me know! J

But the point is, I think that was my motivation… maybe not my obvious motivation, but more subconscious…. all throughout my high school life…. its why I did so well. There's really no other explanation to it. I never saw myself as the 'smartest' kid at school…. not really close at all…. But the difference was that I worked my BUTT off so that I would have the best grades I could get….

Okay, back on the track I was taking…. I definitely was more knowledgable about space travel, the history of manned spaceflight, etc. than any other person I knew…. Gosh you probably could have asked me any silly trivia question about the space program back then, and I would've known the answer. (I'm a little rusty nowadays… so I wouldn't try asking me now… out of practice) But I knew then that space travel was still fragile, a risk…. something that became apparent again to the nation's public after yesterday's travel. Becoming an astronaut, you assume the dangers that come along with it…. Every time you go into space you're practically strapping yourself to a rocket-powered bomb of sorts…. And during reentry… if you don't come back into the atmosphere at just the right time, you'll be missing your "window" and it'd be like running into a brick wall. Also, coming back in at the correct angle affects things as well, because you must deflect the heat generated from friction as you reenter the earth's atmosphere. It's a risk that all astronauts are aware of and are willing to take to make that voyage into space…. not just for themselves (though that is part of it) but also to better the human race through the work they do while in space. That risk involved is also why astronauts spend over 3 years in training for their specific mission. They run through the procedures over and over until its almost second nature… but they don't ever let it become second nature… they don't let the little details by them… even the silly routine checks are done every time following a specific guide for how they should be done and reported… almost like a script for a play.

Anyway, throughout the 42 years of US manned spaceflight, only 3 incidents resulted in the loss of human life. The first of these was Apollo I [January 27, 1967], however it was never meant to launch. Rather Apollo I served as a launch pad test of the Apollo/Saturn launch vehicle being prepared for the first piloted flight. Three astronauts, nonetheless, were on board of the vehicle and were unable to escape the command module once failures began. These three men were: Lt. Col. Virgil I. Grissom (Gus - a veteran of Mercury and Gemini missions), Lt. Col. Edward H. White (the astronaut who performed the first US extravehicular activity during the Gemini program), and Lt. Col. Roger B. Chaffee (an astronaut preparing for his first mission). Adjustments to the command module were made to fix the anomalies so that something like this would not happen again, and provisions were placed in the lunar excusion module as well so that this could not occur there either.

Apollo 13 could have been a deadly catastrophe, but as I mentioned before NASA trains its astronauts, as well as mission control and ground support, so well that they know their mission flawlessly, but I failed to mention that these astronauts and other engineers know their equipment like the 'back of their hand'… and thus with some ingenuity, they were able to solve the problem and get back to earth safely.

Next, the US Space Program spawned into a new generation of spaceflight: the Space Shuttle. Beginning with the first Shuttle flight in 1981, the space program would become more and more a useful tool to learning more about space as well as our own planet. The Space Shuttle Program Began with launch of STS-1. Space Shuttle Columbia lifted off from Kennedy Space Center, Fla., on April 12, 1981, at 7 a.m. EST to begin the first shuttle mission, STS-1. The primary mission objectives for STS-1 were to accomplish a safe ascent into orbit, check out all the systems on the space shuttle and to return to Earth for a safe landing. All of these objectives were met successfully. The first crew for the Shuttle Program and for the Space Shuttle Columbia was John W. Young (commander) and Capt. Robert L. Crippen (pilot).

It wasn't until January 28, 1986 that tragedy struck the space program again. STS-51L, Challenger Orbiter… crew of 7: Francis R. Scobee (commander), Michael J. Smith (pilot), Judith A. Resnik, Ellison S. Onizuka, Ronald E. McNair, Gregory B. Jarvis, and Sharon Christa McAuliffe. After several delays and pushbacks of the flight, the Challenger finally was going to get off the launchpad on the chilly morning of January 28, 1986. Delays set in again with the onset of a hardware interface module in the launch processing system failure during liquid hydrogen testing procedures. After fixing this problem, the Shuttle finally was cleared for launch. And only 73 seconds after liftoff, as America looked on as the first teacher was to be sent to space, the Challenger exploded, claiming the crew and vehicle. Shuttle flights halted while investigations of the incident were undergone and while improvements to the systems could be made to prevent another tragedy from happening later on. It took nearly 3 years before another Shuttle would launch again.

Twenty years after Columbia's maiden flight, America's first space shuttle orbiter, Columbia, returned to service just after a year and a half of maintenance and upgrades that have made it better than ever. More than 100 modifications and improvements have been made to Columbia, highlighted by the installation of a new "glass cockpit" that replaced mechanical instruments with 11 full-color, flat-panel displays. The new cockpit is lighter, uses less electricity and sets the stage for the next generation of improvements, a "smart cockpit" under development that will make the cockpit even more user-friendly. Columbia is the second of NASA's four space shuttles to be fitted with the new "glass cockpit." Other improvements included weight reductions that have increased the amount of cargo Columbia can carry to orbit by hundreds of pounds. To save weight, almost 1,000 pounds of unused wire -- left over from equipment and sensors that were used on Columbia for only the first few space shuttle test flights - were removed. Comprehensive inspections of 95 percent of Columbia's more than 200 miles of wire were performed at Palmdale. To prevent such damage from recurring, technicians smoothed rough edges throughout the shuttle and encased wiring in high-traffic work areas in protective tubing. Such inspections and protective measures will be a regular feature of all future shuttle major maintenance. In addition, Columbia's crew cabin floor was strengthened, the heat protection on its wings was enhanced and protection space debris was added to its cooling system, making it a safer spacecraft. While Columbia was in California, technicians scoured the shuttle during months of intensive structural inspections, using the latest technology to check for even minute signs of fatigue, corrosion or broken rivets or welds. (resource for details on upgrades to the Columbia Orbiter was found at http://www.spaceflight.nasa.gov/spacenews/releases/2001/01-25.html).

This brings us about up to date…. (if you want to read more on US manned space history… check out http://www.spaceflight.nasa.gov/history/)

STS 107, what some people considered what had been the "most perfect mission" up until the last 20 minutes. Never has NASA had problems during reentry before yesterday. Here's a segment from the most recent NASA Shuttle Status Report (8 pm EST 2/1/03):


The Space Shuttle Columbia and its seven astronauts were lost today when the vehicle broke up over north central Texas during its reentry from orbit.

Communications were lost with Columbia and its crew at around 8:00 a.m. CST, while the shuttle was traveling about 18 times the speed of sound at an altitude of 207,000 feet. Columbia was 16 minutes from landing at the Kennedy Space Center when flight controllers at Mission Control lost contact with the vehicle. Columbia was returning from a 16-day scientific research mission, its 28th flight, which launched on January 16.

Aboard Columbia were Commander Rick Husband, completing his second flight, Pilot William McCool, wrapping up his first mission, Mission Specialists Dave Brown, also completing his first mission, Kalpana Chawla, on her second flight, Laurel Clark, a first-time space traveler, Payload Commander Mike Anderson, ending his second flight, and Payload Specialist Ilan Ramon of the Israel Space Agency, on his first flight.

Prior to the loss of communications with Columbia, the shuttle's return to Earth appeared perfectly normal. After assessing some wispy fog near the shuttle?s three-mile long landing strip at KSC before dawn, Entry Flight Director Leroy Cain gave approval for the firing of the shuttle's braking rockets to begin its descent from orbit.

Husband and McCool began the deorbit burn to allow Columbia to slip out of orbit at 7:15 a.m. CST. There was no indication of anything abnormal with Columbia's reentry until the last communications between Mission Control and the crew.

At Columbia's intended landing site, NASA Administrator Sean O'Keefe and Associate Administrator for Space Flight William Readdy met with the families of the astronauts to offer their condolences, vowed to uncover the cause of the accident and press ahead with the Shuttle program.

"This is indeed a tragic day for the NASA family, for the families of the astronauts who flew on STS-107, and likewise is tragic for the nation," said O'Keefe.

"We have no indication that the mishap was caused by anything or anyone on the ground," O'Keefe added.

In a briefing, Chief Flight Director Milt Heflin said that around 7:53 a.m. CST, just minutes before communications were lost with Columbia, flight controllers detected indications of a loss of hydraulic system temperature measurements associated with Columbia's left wing, followed three minutes later by an increase in temperatures on the left main gear tires and brakes. At 7:58 a.m., flight controllers noted a loss of bondline temperature sensor data in the area of the left wing followed a minute later by a loss of data on tire temperatures and pressures for the left inboard and outboard tires.

After several attempts to try to contact Columbia, Cain declared a contingency, whereby flight controllers began preserving documentation regarding the entry phase of the flight. Recovery forces fanned out from Texas to Louisiana to try to recover debris that will be pertinent to the mishap investigation.

Space Shuttle Program Manager Ron Dittemore said several teams have been organized to gather data for analysis and will report to an external investigation board that was appointed by Administrator O'Keefe. Dittemore added that no specific orbiter debris or crew remains have been positively identified at this time, and that there is no leading theory for the cause of the accident.

Dittemore said the processing of other shuttles at the Kennedy Space Center for future launches has been temporarily halted to enable engineers to review data regarding vehicle processing and to focus attention on capturing all pertinent information involving Columbia's prelaunch preparations.

NASA managers will be meeting on a regular basis to begin reviewing data associated with Columbia's investigation. The next status briefing from the Johnson Space Center is tentatively scheduled from the Johnson Space Center, Houston, TX at 12:00 p.m. CST Sunday. It will be seen on NASA Television with two-way question and answer capability for reporters from NASA centers. …

On the International Space Station, Expedition 6 Commander Ken Bowersox, Flight Engineer Nikolai Budarin and NASA ISS Science Officer Don Pettit were informed of the loss of Columbia and its crew shortly after a Russian Progress resupply vehicle undocked from the ISS. Filled with discarded items no longer needed on the ISS, the Progress was commanded to deorbit by Russian flight controllers and reentered the Earth's atmosphere.

A new Progress cargo ship will be launched Sunday from the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan at 6:59 a.m. CST (1259 GMT) filled with supplies for the Expedition 6 crew. It is scheduled to dock to the ISS Tuesday morning. ISS program officials say, if necessary, the current resident crew could remain in orbit until late June with the supplies being ferried to the station on the new Progress.



President Bush's Response yesterday to this horrible tragedy, I think was very well put (maybe not so poetically as Reagan, the last president to offer condolences for an incident such as this… after the loss of lives in the Challenger incident)….


My fellow Americans, this day has brought terrible news and great sadness to our
country. At 9 o'clock this morning, Mission Control in Houston lost contact with our
space shuttle Columbia. A short time later, debris was seen falling from the skies above
Texas.

The Columbia's lost. There are no survivors.

Onboard was a crew of seven -- Colonel Rick Husband, Lieutenant Colonel Michael
Anderson, Commander Laurel Clark, Captain David Brown, Commander William McCool,
Dr. Kalpana Chawla, and Ilan Ramon a colonel in the Israeli air force.

These men and women assumed great risk in this service to all humanity. In an age when
space flight has come to seem almost routine, it is easy to overlook the dangers of travel
by rocket and the difficulties of navigating the fierce outer atmosphere of the earth.

These astronauts knew the dangers, and they faced them willingly, knowing they had a
high and noble purpose in life. Because of their courage and daring and idealism, we will
miss them all the more.

All Americans today are thinking, as well, of the families of these men and women who
have been given this sudden shock and grief. You're not alone. Our entire nation grieves
with you. And those you loved will always have the respect and gratitude of this country.

The cause in which they died will continue. Mankind is led into the darkness beyond our
world by the inspiration of discovery and the longing to understand. Our journey into
space will go on.

In the skies today, we saw destruction and tragedy. Yet farther than we can see, there is
comfort and hope.

In the words of the prophet Isaiah, "Lift your eyes and look to the heavens. Who created
all these? He who brings out the starry hosts one by one and calls them each by name.
Because of his great power and mighty strength, not one of them is missing."

The same creator who names the stars also knows the names of the seven souls we mourn
today. The crew of the shuttle Columbia did not return safely to Earth, yet we can pray
that all are safely home.

May God bless the grieving families, and may God continue to bless America.



Another good resource I've found on the Columbia incident is: http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2003/shuttle/.

Well, I think I've about summed up everything for right now. So, to close, Rick Husband, William McCool, Dave Brown, Kalpana Chawla, Laurel Clark, Mike Anderson, and Ilan Ramon of the Israel Space Agency, as well as their families and friends are in our thoughts and prayers.

The US is a strong nation and so is NASA and the rest of the space program. We'll survive. It might be a break before the Space Program resumes to its normal pace, but it will return. And eventually, (hopefully), my name will be added to the list of those who've gone to space (I still need to be the first woman on the moon and one of the first people on Mars!). There's still SO much to be accomplished, it'd be a shame for it to die.

So, America… keep believing in the space program!