Thursday, October 18, 2007

VENTING
Well, sometime between last night and this morning my brand new car got a scratch -- a white scratch right above my rear wheel (its in a really ODD spot). UGH

Then, it sounds as if my carrier trip is being delayed by a week -- which means that I'll probably have to miss the last 2 home VT games AND the ESDP symposium I'm in charge of planning. GREAT -- but the carrier trip should be awesome if I ever go.......

On top of that, the only other home VT game is next Thursday -- I thought I was going to host people over at my place to watch the game, but it sounds like most of the Hokies I know up here are going back for the game -- which really makes me want to go back, but I don't really want to use much vacation, so I'm really tempted to fly back -- even more so now that I'm probably going to miss the last two games of the season!!!!!!!! :( :(

SIGH....

and Trent travels all the time and I miss him.... and I want to tell him that I could see us getting married someday but its so fast and I don't really know where I stand with him... I made a fool of myself saying that I loved him and him not being at that stage yet-- I don't want to put myself in that position again even though he says I can tell him anything......

he's supposed to be back late tonight but said he'd see me tomorrow -- but I really want to call him... but maybe I should let him have his alone time. SIGH.